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Post by barnabaslives on Jan 16, 2021 16:35:10 GMT
Blimey my friend you been through the mill, sending you a big hug of support. Thank you so much, Simon. You too, buddy, you too!! I think I've gotten my day started without summoning assistance. That's about 60% better than yesterday.
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Post by melkur on Jan 17, 2021 0:37:30 GMT
Yesterday I got paid just shy of £1000... Ok, I now feel less bad about the Ebay purchases I've made over the past couple of days!
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Post by Timelord007 on Jan 17, 2021 9:55:18 GMT
Think turned corner with dad, he actually seems better today, even had walk along landing, amazingly 2 weeks after leaving hospital where he caught Covid but they not admitting that.
Erm well you didn't do a test before discharge & he's not been anywhere else so all adds up.
My advice anyone family members admitted hospital even non-covid demand that they tested before being discharged, these imbeciles put myself, my mom at risk by not doing a simple test.
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Post by Timelord007 on Jan 17, 2021 9:56:47 GMT
Think i turned a corner too as i had temperature in night with hallucinations think was turning point for me.
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Post by Timelord007 on Jan 17, 2021 17:28:57 GMT
Been up & down today, sleeping heavy feel exhausted wondering if my covid results wrong & have another test.
Not my greatest day.
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Post by elkawho on Jan 17, 2021 19:57:05 GMT
Been up & down today, sleeping heavy feel exhausted wondering if my covid results wrong & have another test. Not my greatest day. I hope you get better soon. Glad to hear things are turning around for your dad, too.
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Post by Star Platinum on Jan 17, 2021 20:15:30 GMT
Season 8 finally appeared on Amazon, so my order is in!
Release date:June 1
😭😭
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Post by aussiedoctorwhofan on Jan 17, 2021 23:08:31 GMT
YES..
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Post by timegirl on Jan 19, 2021 5:42:15 GMT
I wish I didn’t have so many self esteem issues! I can’t seem to get started on anything (other than a 1 to 2 hour walk) until 2 or 3 in the afternoon, because of my ADHD and time blindness. I don’t know what it is but I just can’t seem to get to work on anything until 3pm! And then I feel guilty about it ! Does anyone else have a similar problem?
I also had an annoying interaction with my aunt today, she’s in me and my mom’s bubble and we walk with her every evening. I love her but she always somehow REALLY pushes my buttons! We were talking about receiving unemployment benefits and she said “ To do your your writing and things you enjoy now because when you get a job again you won’t be able to do them anymore.” I talked a little bit about this on the Pet Peeves thread but, this really made me feel like I was going to explode! I absolutely hate it when people try to trivialize the things I want to do in life like they are temporarily amusements and tell me how I have to conform to some boring job and give up my dreams. I normally try to stay happy and calm around her because she’s highly sensitive like me but even more so and she sometimes bursts into tears at the slightest criticism but this comment of hers really made me angry, upset and depressed all at once. I did start to yell and argue with her luckily my mom stopped us before it got too heated and we were calm and happy after that. I guess it got to me because even though I try to stay positive sometimes I feel like a total failure who’s never going to make it in life creatively. I have always had really difficult self esteem issues throughout my life due being bullied a lot/ being embarrassed by my learning disability, my odd ideas, and interests. I try to not let comments like the one my aunt made bother me, I know she love me and means well, but discouragement makes me feel even worse on top of the pandemic and my self esteem issues. I’m not going to let it get me down to much because “telling yourself you’re crap is a waste of time just get on with things”.
On the bright side I did slightly more writing today and started a drawing, so that is something! 🙂 Sorry for the long rant! Sometimes I just need to get things out of my system. Love you guys 💙💙
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Post by Deleted on Jan 19, 2021 6:14:40 GMT
I wish I didn’t have so many self esteem issues! I can’t seem to get started on anything (other than a 1 to 2 hour walk) until 2 or 3 in the afternoon, because of my ADHD and time blindness. I don’t know what it is but I just can’t seem to get to work on anything until 3pm! And then I feel guilty about it ! Does anyone else have a similar problem? I also had an annoying interaction with my aunt today, she’s in me and my mom’s bubble and we walk with her every evening. I love her but she always somehow REALLY pushes my buttons! We were talking about receiving unemployment benefits and she said “ To do your your writing and things you enjoy now because when you get a job again you won’t be able to do them anymore.” I talked a little bit about this on the Pet Peeves thread but, this really made me feel like I was going to explode! I absolutely hate it when people try to trivialize the things I want to do in life like they are temporarily amusements and tell me how I have to conform to some boring job and give up my dreams. I normally try to stay happy and calm around her because she’s highly sensitive like me but even more so and she sometimes bursts into tears at the slightest criticism but this comment of hers really made me angry, upset and depressed all at once. I did start to yell and argue with her luckily my mom stopped us before it got too heated and we were calm and happy after that. I guess it got to me because even though I try to stay positive sometimes I feel like a total failure who’s never going to make it in life creatively. I have always had really difficult self esteem issues throughout my life due being bullied a lot/ being embarrassed by my learning disability, my odd ideas, and interests. I try to not let comments like the one my aunt made bother me, I know she love me and means well, but discouragement makes me feel even worse on top of the pandemic and my self esteem issues. I’m not going to let it get me down to much because “telling yourself you’re crap is a waste of time just get on with things”. On the bright side I did slightly more writing today and started a drawing, so that is something! 🙂 Sorry for the long rant! Sometimes I just need to get things out of my system. Love you guys 💙💙 I have many friends who are creative they enjoy what they do when they can do it but most have other jobs that they can fall back on if needs be. I think many actors dream of fame and fortune on the big screen..I want to make movies...but the reality is we all need money and food and a roof so taking a job in a soap with a regular wage helps pay the mortgage. Have dreams but be realistic also. I think your aunt is probably coming only from a place of concern for your welfare...and as for the walks...isn’t there a ditch at the side of the road you can Chuck her in 😂😂😂😂
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Post by timegirl on Jan 19, 2021 6:22:29 GMT
I wish I didn’t have so many self esteem issues! I can’t seem to get started on anything (other than a 1 to 2 hour walk) until 2 or 3 in the afternoon, because of my ADHD and time blindness. I don’t know what it is but I just can’t seem to get to work on anything until 3pm! And then I feel guilty about it ! Does anyone else have a similar problem? I also had an annoying interaction with my aunt today, she’s in me and my mom’s bubble and we walk with her every evening. I love her but she always somehow REALLY pushes my buttons! We were talking about receiving unemployment benefits and she said “ To do your your writing and things you enjoy now because when you get a job again you won’t be able to do them anymore.” I talked a little bit about this on the Pet Peeves thread but, this really made me feel like I was going to explode! I absolutely hate it when people try to trivialize the things I want to do in life like they are temporarily amusements and tell me how I have to conform to some boring job and give up my dreams. I normally try to stay happy and calm around her because she’s highly sensitive like me but even more so and she sometimes bursts into tears at the slightest criticism but this comment of hers really made me angry, upset and depressed all at once. I did start to yell and argue with her luckily my mom stopped us before it got too heated and we were calm and happy after that. I guess it got to me because even though I try to stay positive sometimes I feel like a total failure who’s never going to make it in life creatively. I have always had really difficult self esteem issues throughout my life due being bullied a lot/ being embarrassed by my learning disability, my odd ideas, and interests. I try to not let comments like the one my aunt made bother me, I know she love me and means well, but discouragement makes me feel even worse on top of the pandemic and my self esteem issues. I’m not going to let it get me down to much because “telling yourself you’re crap is a waste of time just get on with things”. On the bright side I did slightly more writing today and started a drawing, so that is something! 🙂 Sorry for the long rant! Sometimes I just need to get things out of my system. Love you guys 💙💙 I have many friends who are creative they enjoy what they do when they can do it but most have other jobs that they can fall back on if needs be. I think many actors dream of fame and fortune on the big screen..I want to make movies...but the reality is we all need money and food and a roof so taking a job in a soap with a regular wage helps pay the mortgage. Have dreams but be realistic also. I think your aunt is probably coming only from a place of concern for your welfare...and as for the walks...isn’t there a ditch at the side of the road you can Chuck her in 😂😂😂😂 Thanks 😊I know the importance of jobs it’s just the part of her saying that I would have to give up everything I am pursuing and enjoying for the sake of a job that bothered me 😕🤔 but you made me laugh so well done you 😄
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Post by Deleted on Jan 19, 2021 6:27:49 GMT
I have many friends who are creative they enjoy what they do when they can do it but most have other jobs that they can fall back on if needs be. I think many actors dream of fame and fortune on the big screen..I want to make movies...but the reality is we all need money and food and a roof so taking a job in a soap with a regular wage helps pay the mortgage. Have dreams but be realistic also. I think your aunt is probably coming only from a place of concern for your welfare...and as for the walks...isn’t there a ditch at the side of the road you can Chuck her in 😂😂😂😂 Thanks 😊I know the importance of jobs it’s just the part of her saying that I would have to give up everything I am pursuing and enjoying for the sake of a job that bothered me 😕🤔 but you made me laugh so well done you 😄 You have to find the humour in things especially more so in this current situation I think you may find you aunt is probably like you try finding out what dreams she had and abandoned you might find that’s where her concerns have arisen from. as for dreams keep jotting them down in between the other stuff...am in a non creative job and others creative efforts keep me entertained and soldiering on.
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Post by timegirl on Jan 19, 2021 6:31:23 GMT
Thanks 😊I know the importance of jobs it’s just the part of her saying that I would have to give up everything I am pursuing and enjoying for the sake of a job that bothered me 😕🤔 but you made me laugh so well done you 😄 You have to find the humour in things especially more so in this current situation I think you may find you aunt is probably like you try finding out what dreams she had and abandoned you might find that’s where her concerns have arisen from. as for dreams keep jotting them down in between the other stuff...am in a non creative job and others creative efforts keep me entertained and soldiering on. Thanks that made me feel better 😊
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There’s a horror movie called Alien? That’s really offensive. No wonder everyone keeps invading you.
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Post by shutupbanks on Jan 19, 2021 9:38:45 GMT
I wish I didn’t have so many self esteem issues! I can’t seem to get started on anything (other than a 1 to 2 hour walk) until 2 or 3 in the afternoon, because of my ADHD and time blindness. I don’t know what it is but I just can’t seem to get to work on anything until 3pm! And then I feel guilty about it ! Does anyone else have a similar problem? I also had an annoying interaction with my aunt today, she’s in me and my mom’s bubble and we walk with her every evening. I love her but she always somehow REALLY pushes my buttons! We were talking about receiving unemployment benefits and she said “ To do your your writing and things you enjoy now because when you get a job again you won’t be able to do them anymore.” I talked a little bit about this on the Pet Peeves thread but, this really made me feel like I was going to explode! I absolutely hate it when people try to trivialize the things I want to do in life like they are temporarily amusements and tell me how I have to conform to some boring job and give up my dreams. I normally try to stay happy and calm around her because she’s highly sensitive like me but even more so and she sometimes bursts into tears at the slightest criticism but this comment of hers really made me angry, upset and depressed all at once. I did start to yell and argue with her luckily my mom stopped us before it got too heated and we were calm and happy after that. I guess it got to me because even though I try to stay positive sometimes I feel like a total failure who’s never going to make it in life creatively. I have always had really difficult self esteem issues throughout my life due being bullied a lot/ being embarrassed by my learning disability, my odd ideas, and interests. I try to not let comments like the one my aunt made bother me, I know she love me and means well, but discouragement makes me feel even worse on top of the pandemic and my self esteem issues. I’m not going to let it get me down to much because “telling yourself you’re crap is a waste of time just get on with things”. On the bright side I did slightly more writing today and started a drawing, so that is something! 🙂 Sorry for the long rant! Sometimes I just need to get things out of my system. Love you guys 💙💙 It doesn’t matter what time you get to work on creative things so long as you get to work on them. And your aunt is right about one thing: this is a great time to take advantage of not being at work. I have a sister like her: she worries excessively about everything that my other siblings and I are doing largely because she missed out on taking those chances herself due to her own illness. It took me a lo-oo-oo-ong time to realise that she was worrying about what she missed out on and wanted us to think about staying secure rather than risk what she didn’t do. It might be coming from insecurity rather than nastiness.
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There’s a horror movie called Alien? That’s really offensive. No wonder everyone keeps invading you.
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Post by shutupbanks on Jan 19, 2021 9:41:27 GMT
Had lunch with a mate of mine today. Haven’t seen her for a few months because of work and the play and my wife being sick for the past few months but it was great to just catch a up and just gasbag on for a couple of hours about stuff that’s happened and share our successes.
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Post by aussiedoctorwhofan on Jan 19, 2021 9:43:59 GMT
Had lunch with a mate of mine today. Haven’t seen her for a few months because of work and the play and my wife being sick for the past few months but it was great to just catch a up and just gasbag on for a couple of hours about stuff that’s happened and share our successes. Did u happen to see any of the cricket today? The glory days of Australia being #1 are well over..
We need to clone Warney, McGrath, Gilly, Haydos, Langer and Ponting LOL
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There’s a horror movie called Alien? That’s really offensive. No wonder everyone keeps invading you.
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Post by shutupbanks on Jan 19, 2021 9:52:42 GMT
Had lunch with a mate of mine today. Haven’t seen her for a few months because of work and the play and my wife being sick for the past few months but it was great to just catch a up and just gasbag on for a couple of hours about stuff that’s happened and share our successes. Did u happen to see any of the cricket today? The glory days of Australia being #1 are well over..
We need to clone Warney, McGrath, Gilly, Haydos, Langer and Ponting LOL
Tried to stay away from the cricket: I don’t need any more negativity in my life. 🤣🤣
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Post by melkur on Jan 19, 2021 10:02:37 GMT
Well, it looks like we're having my bathroom redecorated this week.
Outside of Sundays, it's been a long while since I've been up at 8.30 in the morning.... Zzzzzzz
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Post by timegirl on Jan 19, 2021 15:03:27 GMT
I wish I didn’t have so many self esteem issues! I can’t seem to get started on anything (other than a 1 to 2 hour walk) until 2 or 3 in the afternoon, because of my ADHD and time blindness. I don’t know what it is but I just can’t seem to get to work on anything until 3pm! And then I feel guilty about it ! Does anyone else have a similar problem? I also had an annoying interaction with my aunt today, she’s in me and my mom’s bubble and we walk with her every evening. I love her but she always somehow REALLY pushes my buttons! We were talking about receiving unemployment benefits and she said “ To do your your writing and things you enjoy now because when you get a job again you won’t be able to do them anymore.” I talked a little bit about this on the Pet Peeves thread but, this really made me feel like I was going to explode! I absolutely hate it when people try to trivialize the things I want to do in life like they are temporarily amusements and tell me how I have to conform to some boring job and give up my dreams. I normally try to stay happy and calm around her because she’s highly sensitive like me but even more so and she sometimes bursts into tears at the slightest criticism but this comment of hers really made me angry, upset and depressed all at once. I did start to yell and argue with her luckily my mom stopped us before it got too heated and we were calm and happy after that. I guess it got to me because even though I try to stay positive sometimes I feel like a total failure who’s never going to make it in life creatively. I have always had really difficult self esteem issues throughout my life due being bullied a lot/ being embarrassed by my learning disability, my odd ideas, and interests. I try to not let comments like the one my aunt made bother me, I know she love me and means well, but discouragement makes me feel even worse on top of the pandemic and my self esteem issues. I’m not going to let it get me down to much because “telling yourself you’re crap is a waste of time just get on with things”. On the bright side I did slightly more writing today and started a drawing, so that is something! 🙂 Sorry for the long rant! Sometimes I just need to get things out of my system. Love you guys 💙💙 It doesn’t matter what time you get to work on creative things so long as you get to work on them. And your aunt is right about one thing: this is a great time to take advantage of not being at work. I have a sister like her: she worries excessively about everything that my other siblings and I are doing largely because she missed out on taking those chances herself due to her own illness. It took me a lo-oo-oo-ong time to realise that she was worrying about what she missed out on and wanted us to think about staying secure rather than risk what she didn’t do. It might be coming from insecurity rather than nastiness. Thanks I needed that 😊
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Post by Timelord007 on Jan 19, 2021 16:24:43 GMT
My dad in another hospital were they taking his condition more seriously & he is slowly recovering.
However last 2 days i been vomiting & my temperature keeps coming back, i feel awful.
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